Olá. It sounds like everything is ridiculously awesome there these days ladies and gentlemen. It is good to hear from you guys, and know that everything is just excellent there. Elk are in the freezer, your butts are in shape, kids are in school, and the holiday season is rolling in! What else could be better?! I was super excited to hear that everyone is good, I think about you guys so much, and wonder how you all are. It’s funny though, because I feel like I am worrying about people I don’t even know, and don’t take that by offense!I saw the pictures of my little nieces and nephews birthdays, and I loved them. It is fanatical looking at their pictures, and seeing how they have all grown up the last couple years. I wonder if they will remember me. If not, I will have an awesome opportunity getting to know them again, and not being such a big teaser to them. I think back to the days when I was in their shoes; it feels like yesterday. Now I am where I am, but I still feel so little. Life passes by so fast, we need to take advantage of every day, moment, and don't blink; we don’t know if they will be our last. Regarding the recovering situation from the whole past x-girl thing…I am doing good. It was interesting when, when I was in an interview last week with President Jayme, he said to me, ´´ Elder Gatten, I don’t know what you are going threw right now, but know that I am thankful for your hard work, diligence, and effort to be an outstanding missionary. You will be blessed the rest of your life.´´ It hit me hard, and really taught me two things. The President is close to the spirit, and the slightest difference in my character he noticed. Second, that it doesn’t matter what happens in life, the Lord is always by your side, and if you are diligent, and obedient you will be blessed eternally. I know that I have given it my best, and like the scriptures say I have fought a good fight. I have stood for righteousness in the midst of darkness. I know that the Lord blesses his faithful servants.
I don’t think that I have been more stressed in my life than these last four weeks. I have felt so much pressure, and responsibility. I have had the opportunities to give various trainings, and to edify my fellow elders, and to get to know them each a little better. Also, I have had the opportunity to serve them, planning various bi-zone activities, and seeking to make them content. But, in the midst of my service, and dedication, I have experience the lowest of lows, seeing my fellow friends fall into transgression, and forget that they are representatives of Jesus Christ. I have learned that relationships are strong, but we cannot risk our personal salvation participating in unrighteous acts. I have come to a firm understanding that my faithfulness is first to the Lord, then President Jayme, then my leaders, and then my companions, and at the end others. It is so difficult bearing testimony against those who you love and serve, but their choices we not your fault. I have had to truly show my faithfulness to the Savior and do the right thing, when the wrong thing is also at an expense. My heart is truly broken because of this, seeing missionaries with so little time left on their missions go home for temporal happiness. I know that we must stay firm and strong in the midst of temptation, and that in the end those who feel that they have been wronged will realize that we were merely trying to help them. I serve them, and I am faithful, but obedience is a personal choice. This week we had the opportunity of baptizing a couple more people, and as a result met all of our goals as a zone! We have broken records and really been instruments in the hands of the Lord. It is unexplainable, to be so close to the spirit, I distinguish his whispers as if it were anyone of you talking to me. I know that if we are righteous we will be guided, and the Lord will use us to work miracles. We are angels to those who are in the midst of darkness, we are the light unto the world that cannot be hid, and we are the true and the faithful, the true disciples of Jesus Christ. He depends on us. Now is the time to be valiant, now is the time to be firm, and now is the time to be true. Choose to be righteous, choose to be diligent, choose to be obedient, choose to keep the commandments, and choose to be a chosen one of Israel. The future depends on the now, not the past. Change NOW, and await the blessings! God lives, loves use and he has a plan, a perfect plan, a celestial plan, that will lead us back to His presence. Let us be examples unto the weary and weak, let us be a light upon the hill that cannot be hide. Let your light shine, which is the light of Christ. I love you all, keep the faith, be diligent. Thank you for everything. I love you all. Elder Gatten